April

2008-10-12T05:22:00.000-07:00

finally got to blog again.
it's been like so~ long since i blogged.
exam's over. like woohoo!
but still.. woohoo's only last for three days.
sat, sun, mon.

back to school on tues.
go thru papers and
lessons will start again.
kinda shitty ain't it?

but whatever it is,
just cant wait to graduated.

alright.
i have nothing better to say alr.
oh, got a new friend.
yvonne, B's friend.
ha. we're really alike in some ways.
great time talking.

seoul garden tmr.
bye.

2007-12-24T05:46:00.000-08:00

come back from HK
then have lots of stuff to do.
couldn't even attend
a single session of band.
hafta go back to complete my work.

finally finished.
got paid a hundred.

celebrated mummy's birthday
with bro and b today.
went to starbucks
for afternoon tea
then met uncle.

didn't see him for quite long.
so ya. met up.

went to DOME at 6plus.
ate till 7plus then head
to punggol, aunty house.
leaving b to go home alone ):

ha. so ya. now at aunt's house.
meeting mum again tmr.

nothing else.

2007-12-19T04:41:00.000-08:00

hey babies.
i'm home.

feels great man.
cept that there's no more
crazy shopping, bargaining,
squeezed up but cosy house,
blading at 1am,
fun people, nice restaurants,
big sushi, timsum and.. idk.

lol.

but cracked lips'
hurting shit outta me.

anyway, guess i spent
more than HKD 1000.
lol. buy stuff like..
changing underwear sia.

3 pairs of shoes.
3 bags
a watch
& plenty of clothes.

made smth nice for b.
you'll never know ;)

kinda lazy to blog these few days.
ha. have a huge blue black on my knee.
half a knee cap.
had it when i fell while blading.

bladed ABEC 7.
used WY's sis's blades.
kinda cool.
ha. alright.

ending here..

2007-12-15T22:54:00.000-08:00

now in shenzhen.
came to attend WY's
grandpa's death anniversary.
lazy to blog.
but just type abit.

took bus from HK.
now at WY's uncle house.
the rest all sleeping.
just came back from
lunch after praying.

all of us didn't sleep much
the whole day.
reached here at 12plus
in the morning.

talked a little,
then prepared everything and
left the house at 1.15am.

have to be at the
cemetery at 2am sharp.

scary and weird uh?
ha. it's my first time too.

the rest i lazy to elaborate alr.

anyway,
- saw fire crackers
- shopped like some mad dog/donkeys
- HK's Singapore laksa's shit
- HK's mango pudding's best
- Shenzhen's taxi's like boat. (keep bumping)
- Shenzhen's a freaking dirty place
> smoke in air-con places
> spit everywhere etc.
- feeling of spitting everywhere freely is nice (lol)
- i'm freaking lazy to continue...
- done.

everyone's sleeping.
i wanna sleep too.
see you guys soon.

don't die.
bye.

2007-12-12T09:23:00.001-08:00

never been posting for almost a week.
or more? well, im not sure.
have been working since god knows when.

anyway, leaving for HK 3 in the afternoon.
anyone wants presents?
ha. it's only for limited people.
clique and close.
so ya.

anyway, wanna buy me presents?

WISHLIST:
big handbags,
slippers (38, 6)
accessories,
aviators,
above knee dress,
N73 screen protector,
headphones,
full length tights,

anything else? ..not sure ;)

well, have a nice christmas and new year.
b's off to thai till 17.
im off till 19 from tmr.
oh well,

it's great

2007-12-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

haven't been posting for quite some time.
cousins staying over since tuesday.
been going out everyday.

went to peninsula today.
bought nothing there.
walked to bugis.
bought a shirt and a dress.

both not bad.
bro bought skinny and 2 shirts.
skinny a little too small.
going back to change.
but dont know when.

bro wanna use soon.
im off.

16th <3

2007-11-26T05:24:00.000-08:00

band chalet tomorrow.
but sad, cant make it.
aunty will be going back to phil.

gotta send her back.
flight at 12am.
gonna accompany the whole day.
will miss her.
no one to play with.

back on 2 jan.
1month plus.
will survive.. ;D

2007-11-24T03:16:00.000-08:00

been working since ytd.
today didnt go office.
worked at restaurant then went for piano.

my stomach's grumbling
shit out of me.
im hungry.
lol. alright.

i go heat the mee.
bye.

ytd was a great mistake.

2007-11-21T02:44:00.000-08:00

came back from chalet last night.
dont wanna talk about what happened.
1st day was class bbq.
overall, wasn't good.

just finished watching RP ep 10.
nice. jin and mai finally together.
kwek say there's 13 epsodes.
hurry all come out.
then i can hurry watch finish.

oh ya, watched game plan yesterday.
overall, i give 4/5.
funny and touching.

alright.
nothing else.

..it stays for long.

2007-11-18T04:49:00.000-08:00

met mummy today.
went to novena square.
so many things on sale.
mondo heels 2 for $15.
like.. gosh!

anyway, chalet's tomorrow!
cant wait.

alright.
bro wanna use.
will blog about the chalet
when im back on 21st.

dont miss me.

off.

2007-11-17T05:11:00.001-08:00

2007-11-16T06:33:00.001-08:00

(P.S: date above's supposed to be 17nov.)

went out at 1130 today.
took train to chinatown.
found UAN's office.
it's like.. shop house?
ha. dont know how to decribe.

met ivy.
she was the only one inside.
told me about what'll i'll be doing.

btw, TVC is TV Commercial.
lol. last time thought
it was that HK channel.
luckily!

ha. TVC earn more than
mediacorp supporting actress.
TVC's around 3 digit to 4 digit.
supporting's only 2 to 3 digits.

ha. she said alot.
quite interesting.
then what artiste manager
& image consultant.
kinda cool.

going there is just like attending classes.
they groom you for anything.
like dance, music, drama
& personal grooming.

registration fee: $368 for 3 years.
not bad la.
then will have photoshoot first.
ha. but ga!
tell daddy first.

ok.
anyway,
below's ytd's post.
so, here goes :)

16 November 2007

went to JB for dinner ytd.
ate at the usual place.
seafood restaurant.
many stuff there.
eat till damn full.

today stayed home whole day.
brought louie out for walk for around 1h.
came back for dinner.
laughed almost the whole day.
or should i say, later part of the day.

UAN called just now.
wasn't hoping they'll remember.
oh well, called.
was ivy.
going to meet her tomorrow with maid.
at chinatown or something.
at their office.

after that going for piano.
busy day i guess.
alright. wanna hurry off.
for something that im hoping for
more than using the com.

bye.

2007-11-14T03:57:00.000-08:00

went to buy books
with miad and bro.
was kinda shock.

i thought usually
will have alot people go buy books.
but i was the only one there.
and they had all the books.
seemed like as if im the first person
to go buy the sec 3 books.

ga, whatever.

oh ya, i got into the second class, 3/8.
same as kwek and wong.
evan and aly both different classes.

evan 3/7 i think.
just know she went to first class.
and aly third, 3/1.
so ya, ending here.

the best looking person is deep down, loves

2007-11-13T06:06:00.000-08:00

damn.
lips cracking even more.
dont know why.
keep drinking water also no use.

anyway,

Gathering for Class 2/1 of 2007:

Venue: Chalet at Costa Sands Resort (unit to be comfirmed)
Date: 19th November 2007
Time: Anytme after 4pm
Amount to be paid: $10
P.S: Confirm with me if you're going by 15th Nov.
Thanks.

nothing much for today.
just that i got really hungry after band.
it's good right?
like what Mr. Wong said.
hurried home for dinner.

Watched finish Romantic Princess Episode 9.
Now have to wait for 10. Final episode ! :D

Nothing on tomorrow.
Check out costa?
see first.
ha.

TTFN~

2007-11-06T06:30:00.000-08:00

out with renee yesterday.
went to peninsula shopping centre.
bought red skinnies there.

after that went to
marina square for dinner.
wanted to try the
ice chocolate drink
that nee talked about.

while walking through citylink,
a man came up and ask about
dont know what
entertainment stuff.
said what what interested.
like not crap.

what want groom artiste la.
but not mediacorp leh.
it's tvc. hong kong kind.
but went to their website,
some of the artiste
acted in mediacorp show.

ga. whatever.
also not sure if i want.

but why not just give it a try.
so like ya.
gave my contact and name.
he gave me a name card.
some UAN thingy.
said will call.
so.. just wait la.

anyway,
went to eat at changing appetites.
this guy.. omg~
friggin' weird.

wink wink wink.
old lady also want wink.
lol. the way he serve..
gosh. think what.
got connection uh?
nono. so not.

told renee when he winked.
then she cant eat.
me too.
both just cant stop laughing.
ha.

but overall,
food was ok.
especially the drink.
i wanna go again.
PROVIDED he dont wink.
or better not be there.

going to HK from 13 - 19 Dec.
I'll miss b.
oh well. hope i'll enjoy then.
i want my perfect new year.
damn. wait wait.
just wait :D

BAH !

2007-11-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

met mummy and
went to orchard.
settled some stuff.

after that went to
tampines for dinner.

bought two nail polish.
purple and red.
both quite ok.

been a little bad these few days.
but i wont be angry with b.
he has he reasons.
although i dont know what.
it'll be over soon..

i hope ..

watched romantic princess.
finish episode 7.
waiting for episode 8.
dont know when then release.
shoud be soon i guess.
cute show :)

anyway,
combine tmr uh?
all the best b ! :D

to the rest as well :]

night'

2007-11-03T07:15:00.000-07:00

theory exam today was ok.
just that i forgot what's
"non tanto".

confirm 2 marks gone.
overall was easy.
aly also had her paper.
think her's was worse.
all the german words & stuff.

if i get distinction (>90),
i'll get $20 from teacher.
not too much, but still gain a lil.

should i book a chalet?
maid wanna help.
but i scared all booked.
oh well, just check first.

all the best for all of our results.
for streaming and piano.
:D

2007-11-02T07:56:00.000-07:00

band today.
play merry widow.
nice , but a little weird.
ha.

piano theory exam tmr.
all the best to me.

gotta wake up early.
daddy sending.
going for breakfast first.

nothing else.
night peeps.

2007-11-01T07:59:00.000-07:00

omg! love b like.. love.
i love him so much.
feels like im the luckiest person on earth.
dont want say much here.
no use. in another place btr.

15th month today.
love b lots.

watched romantic princess.
just finish episode 2.
will end there for today.
gotta go sleep.
but waiting for b first.

i had the best day of my life.
screw off posers.
im happy :D
so so~

2007-10-30T07:52:00.000-07:00

O Level chinese tmr.
all the best man.
ha. nothing much today.

went to settle stuff.
didn't go for band.
extra piano again tmr.
preparing for 3rd nov.

all the best to those
who're taking theory exams.

i gotta go to North Bridge Road
for the exam.
poor aly gotta go to Jurong.
from pasir ris? man !
that's far. ha.

waiting for b's call again.
off to room.
bye / nights :D

2007-10-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

went to vivo with aly and nee.
faris, bs, kx and dc was there too.
watched the dark is rising.
a little of action. but i sort of rate it 3.5/5.
ha. not bad la. make you think a little.
i think? ha.

after that we 3 girls went
separate ways with the guys.
walked around, fooled, giggled,
photo-ed.. many stuff.

took quite alot of pictures.
went to tampines with nee to eat.
oyster mee sua! woo~
and poor aly went home :(

bought 1 dogy treats and a toy for louie.
think he's happy :)
bought new com alr.
today then started using.

but damn!
all my files in another com.
i want them.
so like.. ya.
i gotta plug in again and
transfer to thumbdrive..
this that. irritating!

gonna off the com soon.
hope b's calling.
feel like talking to him.
miss :(

alright. off for now.
not going for band tmr.
having some family problems.
caused by who..?
daddy? im not sure.

oh well, nice day.

2007-10-27T07:25:00.000-07:00

went courts ytd with maid, bro and daddy.
bought a fan and blender.
wanted to buy an iMac but
the sales person said that
it doesn't work well with windows stuff.

so like.. ya.
didn't buy in the end.
was better not to.
if not all my files will be gone.

saw another window vista com.
kinda nice. can be used as tv.
might be buying.
going to look out for more at PP
or funan next time.
PP tmr.

gonna change phone plan as well.
might be going tmr with
daddy and bro to PP
to change.

pretty food here i come!
ha. going on food search tmr.
look for nice food and eat with
daddy and bro.

everything with dad and bro
till evening 5 when i'll be meeting
nee, van and aly.
going to ETP for that halloween thingy.
$10 per entry. go on guys.
hope to see you peeps there.

daddy's coming home from
petrol station with maggi and ice cream.
gonna blend some stuff with ice cream tmr.
ha. see you guys around.

it's holiday; enjoy eh?
night :D

A dog love its owner more than his loves itself

2007-10-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

tired day.
almost slept during band.
ha. i did sleep during band.
gosh.

then zarifah kept waking me up
by pinching me.
haha. not bad ah..
pinch then a little blue-black.
haha. but cool lah.
woke up straight away.
zarifah... im gonna haunt you tonight... woo~

gotta go school tmr.
accompany evan do the table.
gotta rub.
if not later all the parents see we die.
lol.

alright.
cramps are killing me.
grr!

all the best for those taking O's.
specially for b.

2007-10-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

uh huh.
stupid day again.
go school for nothing.
ha.

blading after school.
until 6plus..
quek got her sight seeing accomplished.
me? ha. dream on.
lol. i got to la.
cool one :D

love's a bliss.

2007-10-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

having band tomorrow.
8 to 12. after that piano.
nice holiday break man,
crap. ha.

didn't go to school today.
saw tan when went back
for band.

she like so.. lol.
trying to scare us.
"you better make sure
you come next week.
if not, i'll have a long
conversation with your parents."

me and evan were like..
wow! im scared.
lol. just write letter la.
think we only going on tuesday.
for that math@science center thingy.

just go for fun.
one last outing with 2/1.
the rest of the week not going.
only go for band and collect report book.

alright.
bringing louie down
then off to sleep.
bye peeps.

2007-10-18T06:11:00.000-07:00

what a wasted day!

went to school as there's
literature and art.
the only 2 papers that
i haven't got back.

yet, we had those two periods free.
what crap. go school for nothing.
wasted my time.
if not i wouldn't have to rush and be late for b.

grr! good thing tho.
'cos i might not be able
to go out if i didn't go to school.
ha. ok, whatever.

aww.. met b today.
ha. was cute, sweet and fun.

2007-10-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

those two maple freaks.
ha, evan and aly.
keep rushing home just for maple.
not bad la.
can be quite addictive.

ha. if i get a better com,
one that is not that laggy,
i wont mind playing as well.
gotta wait till i get a new one.

came back tried to play,
but com seriously is laggy.
go portal to another place
need around 5 minutes.
play what pang sai.

i found out another thing about myself.

APRIL CANNOT GO OUT WITH
TOO MUCH $$ OR SHE'LL SPENT IT ALL

lol. so true.
came out with $10.
planning to spend
like just.. $2?

but in the end,
went NTUC,
saw sushi, bought.
saw jelly, bought.
saw ice cream, bought.

wa, like that how to save money.
april april.. poor april.. :D

came home made the jelly.
turned out kinda nice.
rasberry jelly = cool cool jelly. (lol)

brought louie to PRP
for walk with maid and bro.
met his "girlfriend" first.
ha, bladed awhile.

that's all.
school tomorrow..
shit day again.
lit and art
& goodbye peeps. \o/

more results tomorrow..

2007-10-16T05:42:00.000-07:00

damn!
what a stupid day.
brought instrument to school
but didn't go for band.
lips was bleeding.

too dry and stuff.
dont know what happen.
sun-tanning caused it to worsen.
ha, should have listened to aunty.

anyway, came home straight.
nothing to do.
just roam around the house.

now, see my current results.
*shit*

Math : 65/100 [B3]
Physics : 60/100 [B4]
History : 65/100 [B3]

damn, my whole report's
gonna look all B-ish.

well, i know i tried.
at most do better next year.
hope b isn't that disappointed.

face not that red anymore.
but body starting to have that..
ticklish pain kinda stuff.
don't think im going anymore.

can make b less worried.
i know he cares.
it's love.
BOO YOU!

added:
wanna be a m just be.
don't back in front out.
it's seriously weird.
head shaking's cool. (omg)
gag, whatever!

it ain't my piece of shit.
just felt like saying.

What's the point of being a lesbian if a women is supposed to look like an imitation of a man?

im burnt!

2007-10-15T05:31:00.000-07:00

omg.
burnt today.
lol. lie under sun from 11plus to ard 12plus.
whole body now red like..
geisha's lipstick.

lol.
seriously la.
went NTUC before going home.
finoa saw me and she was shocked.
not funny la. see me only then say:
"APRIL! YOUR FACE!"

what siol.
not funny.
i know i look like baboon alr.
ha. have bikini marks alr.
damn obvious.

neway, wanted to buy b dinner.
but didn't know he wasn't there anymore.
so ya, that's alright.
hope i wont be part of his problem.

i was just concerned

another sinful day.

2007-10-14T08:00:00.000-07:00

went to meet mummy today.
omg! was like..
burger king, KFC.
crap day.
too much alr.

luckily tomorrow going sentosa again.
so ya. playing v.ball with cousin i think.

gotta go call b
and off to sleep.
sun-tanning tmr.
bye peeps

exam's over, love it? i guess..

2007-10-13T07:44:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!
exam's gone and now..?
i dont know. lol.

shopping hanging out
sun-tanning work
blading and

that's all i think.
life's more interesting
than what you think.
seriously.

anyway, went tanning yesterday.
after that bought dinner for b.
love it. yeah <3

reached home at 10:50 P.M.
maid was pissed.
but still cared.
ate dinner in room.
afraid daddy will ask why
am i eating so late when
he comes home.

chit-chatted till 1plus.
& off to sleep.

now, maid's watching some
korean drama again.
gonna off soon.
might be calling b.
misses him.

missed Chicago.
damn!

loves, -.^

2007-09-20T04:46:00.000-07:00

didn't blog for more than a week..
no mood to blog.
gotta mug like shit soon.

yeah.. soon.
know why?
because... im going blading tmr.
i find it weird too..
exam's like 2weeks later
and im still sort of in a holiday mood.

ha. crap. okay, whatever.
im off. dont expect me here
anytime soon.

work hard everyone..
save all the naggings by getting good result..
can i? we'll see ...

The toughest thing about success is that you've got to keep on being a success.

2007-09-11T05:49:00.000-07:00

ytd, delton told me he saw me on newspaper.
it's obvious that i wont appear there.
then, he brought the newspaper and showed me today.

i was friggin' shock.
the girl was like..
just like me!
the pic was like for dedication and stuff.
it was a pic of a couple kissing.
the girl's sideview looked just like me.
gosh la. later people think it's me..
it's like so.. embarrasing. ha.
cool tho. i've got a twin :D

I'll grow up to be something i wanna me.

2007-09-07T07:22:00.000-07:00

stayed home the whole day today.
just realised something.
April can't stay still for long.
she gotta walk around
if not, she'll get real giddy.

ha, im a hyperkid! woo~

siao. nothing much.
crap crap.
sick of skin.
feel like changing.

tata~

2007-09-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

i'm becoming a guy.
gosh! my voice's like gone.
well, not exactly. but almost.

anyway, really enjoyed my days with b.
so sweet and.. aw man. best.

went to school to complete
Romeo & Juliet for lit.
Edward's tomorrow.
not sure if im going.
hmm, guess not.

if i go tomorrow,
i wont have a single day rest.
going back everyday.

mon tue fri - band
wed thurs - movie.
im like occupied everyday.
even on weekends
with piano and tuition.

can't wait till exams end.
for now.. ha, work hard then.

eh babe. it's not worth crying.
just wait till after O's alright?
we'll see what'll happen then.
if he'll remember the promise
or forget about everything.

whatever happens,
be glad you know another nice guy.
& that you've got me!
smile :)

Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness,
and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by the sadness.

2007-08-29T08:38:00.000-07:00

didn't blog for quite a few days already.
today wasn't a good day.
screwed up some stuff.
was stupid.

anyway, day was kinda slack.
STARS sit there talk, then dnt got test,
recess, mother tongue went so high
until go sit with cher while doing compo.
she say i too noisy then ask me go to the front to sit.
i went all the way in front of her, took a chair and sit.

lol .funny day.. till i found out something.
doesn't concern me much. but that person was stupid.
just because you're curious?
ha, im curious about murdering. so i should murder?
stupid logic.

let b down. real sorry.
....

friendster's showing porn. woo~ *siao*

2007-08-24T07:32:00.000-07:00

..im in a place further than pluto..
woo~ what a crazy day.

roller blade tomorrow?
cool, but gotta see.
piano classes tomorrow.

daddy's away in KL.
just went.

the lolli you gave ytd was sweet.
sweeter of you tho.

yeah.. i should have took that risk.
but do you know that we still have
to go through aunty.
i could risk and stuff..

well, it's over.
no use saying.
hope you're not dissappointed,
i really tried to make you happy..

met cousin today.
she was so emo.
dont know what stress and stuff.
for f- cry? it ain't gonna work girl.
chill. slow down.. just smile.

crying wont solve any of your problems.
why not use that time to think of what to do?
isn't that much better?
think about it girl..
people do care. aight?
cheer up :D:D:D

2007-08-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

whacky stuff!

mr nonami is cool jap pro-musician.
woo~ his lectures are.. great.
ha, funny but worth listening to.

did history project.
just finished. gosh.
gonna sleep. it's going 11.

baby's so sweet recently.
ha, he's always sweet~

gonna sleep.
night babies.
night darling<3

Fear is only as deep as the mind allows it.

2007-08-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

com was spoiled.
just started working.
ha, my com sot~sot one.
happy then work, not happy then ti-ti abit.
wt.. funny com :]

anyway, went to marina bay
with renee, mervyn and yj
on sunday (18/8).
m caught some nice pics.

b was real sweet yesterday,
and i was so high. like woo~
ha. so we're like.. crazy.
i will be the first to.. <3

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For my precious
------------------------------------------------------
In a war, the bomb was near,
I was afraid, really afraid.
But, I chose to stay with you,
trying every way to figure a way out.
I did that as I can't bear to leave you.
I could have ran, but I didn't.
I... I...
I.. love you too much to do so.
---------------------------------------

deep down, it's true..

2007-08-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

i love you for doing whatever you did.
but i thought i'll spend more time with you after.
now, i guess not.
was looking forward, but now,
i guess not. ....

good and bad day.
math test was easier than expected.
that's a good one..
bad? heck.
i'm tired.

2007-08-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

a really short one...

going on for morning assembly tomorrow.
will try not to be nervous.
damn those stuff. ha.

mrs diana asked us to practice in front
of 4/8 today. ...we're like..

US: "uh?! cher! cher! dont want leh."
MRS.. : "come in! *waves*"

lol. we giggled all the way until
she asked us to stop.
ha. wont be giggling on stage tomorrow.
.. atleast i hope so.

...so sorry for yesterday D:

Ultimately the bond of all companionship,
whether in marraige or in friendship, is conversation.

2007-08-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

finally louie is let into the house.
daddy let him in.
woo! he like some kind of agent.
walk around the house,
check here and there.
lol. luckily he didnt hide under the table.
hope he's getting use to it.. :x

band today was..
kinda boring :x
did harmony and stuff.
ha. canon in d played
using clar's kinda cool.
on piano, guitar and clar.
woohoo! ^^

talking in the opp way like not fun.
evan like understand. lol :D

Cooking is like love.
It should be entered with abandon or not at all.

2007-08-12T07:35:00.000-07:00

why the hell the wanna
leave louie outside?
he's like so poorthing.
having thunderstorm now.

he's making that poothing sound.
i wanna let him in.
he keep walking around the balcony.
think he's scared.
went to hug him.
cover him with blanket.

but when i stand up to open the door,
he'll come out and hoping that i'll let him in.
ahh, heart so pain.
dont know why.
so what if he's just a dog.
also got feeling right?

always leave him outside.
fun meh?
ahh. i will let him in one day.
hope he faster go to sleep.
cos the whining is making me feel..
really sad.

2007-08-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

sad? nah, i'll try.
dont wanna say much
so, dont probe.

tuition cancelled.
went for piano.
katong laksa's cool.
damn nice.

talking in the opposite way.
learnt from renee and co.
but whatever i said above's
not opposite.

shawn like not funny sia.
say i dont look like dog.
like make sense.
he's so not gonna get it la.

i like damn lucky.
kena the survey thing.
like not crap la.

must wake up early tomorrow.
no more extra sleep.
all like not rubbish.

Walking with a friend in the dark
ia better than waling alone in the light.

2007-08-09T07:11:00.000-07:00

Happy 42nd Birthday
Singapore!

paragon yesterday wasn't that bad.
had players from westwood sec
and coral's alumni.
they made the band sound more..
full i think.

wind was damn strong.
pages kept flying.
there was a period when almost
everyone's page flew.
then, the band suddenly sounded
real soft. it's like just 10 person playing.
i didnt filp back, just continued.
tried to remember. after awhile then flip.

anyway, got some pics of louie.

went shopping with kwek and cousin.
walked around TM and CS.
both got nothing much to see.
actually wanted to go out at night with cous.
but didnt dare ask daddy as he's having headache.
better not make him angry.

kwek came over. ate spaghetti and water rise.
watched NDP while eating.
was the last part already.
here them sing until hair stand.
either nice or awful. lol.
im not sure either.
played with louie before leaving.

sent her to bus interchange.
boring day. other then..
ha. dont feel like saying.
but was fun. haha.

2007-08-06T06:54:00.000-07:00

nothing to say today.
"sweet" is the only thing i can describe my day.
"random" as well. :D

When I took office, only high energy physicist had ever
heard of what is called the Worldwide Web. Now even my cat has it's own page.

2007-08-03T22:20:00.001-07:00

woke up early for nothing.
had cramps. kept going toilet.
butt's aching. ha. didnt go for band.

went market to eat and bought stuff
with maid. came back quite some time ago.
saw hansley on the way there.
was at bus interchange i think.
then he asked why never go band.

ate roti-prata for lunch.
2plain 1 egg. nice curry they have :D
yumyum! (hope it wont cause more toilet business tho D:)

thought b had fever.
scare me la. turn out to be a lie.
he sick i sad sia.

Don't laugh at the coffee.
Some day you, too, may be old and weak.

2007-08-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

boring lessons again.

had NDP rehearsal.
went one round then went
back band room for paragon practices.
ended at 6plus.

the blur april forgot to take her phone from alyssa!
damn. i walked all the way to her house.
which is like.. four 81 bus stops?
LOL. leg was painful.

flick flick flick and your chin will come off.
I 2 you 1. blah blah blah. whatever.

The greatest thing you can do is surprise yourself.

2007-08-02T07:04:00.000-07:00

extras

we didnt say anything about you guys.
girl, stop passing it around.
you seem to have much guts to say that
in front of band members ehh?

how'd you feel if it was the other way round?
does it feel good to be wronged?
for some stupid stuff?

we comfronted you was just because
we wanna make things clear,
lest you go around spreading more.

if i ask you a question,
just give me your damn answer.
your friend seemed better than you.
you're beating around the bush.

think you're just afraid to say the truth.
there's alot of witnesses.
it was just too stupid of you to have told band members.

grow up girl. not everyone likes to stare at you.
you're just another passer-by.
i might me smiling at you at times.
but when you're in the wrong, i'll still comfront.
i'm with the right side.

even if it's my close friends,
i do the same thing.

everything will be fine,
as long as the truth's out.
understand?

be sure you walked away with zipped lips.
if zipping lips is not enough,
i think you better zip up your eyes and walk.
make sure you bang against some wall
and come to your senses.
you're too stupid!

2007-08-02T06:36:00.000-07:00

kelvin kena caned. (what?!)
it's for possessing a dangerous weapon.
ha, he's reaction was...
don't know what to say.
he's the first person that
show the word "pain" on his face.

ha. anyway, another boring class.
ho's wanting us to pity her
cos she came to school even tho
she was supposed to be on mc.

lol. are we supposed to be bothered by it?
another crap.

made cookies again.
for family this time.
there's still love.
b's love's more :x
he's my future. that's why.
read that, b?
family, love. both equal.

cookies turned out like spongecake.
ha. anyway, playing a "prank" tomorrow.
it's a good one tho. we'll see.

movies? we'll see if her "him" can make it.
i dont wanna waste money watching.
unless with b. that's good. ha.
year end.. yeah (:

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get,
it's what you are expected to give - which is everything.

2007-08-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

1st anniversary.
baby's a sweet one.
just love him that much that no one knows.
you people think of him too badly.
whatever, i just gotta know that myself.

was in such a hurry to end school.
gotta prep my stuff for b.
i'm turning into a chocolate girl.
hope it doesn't turn out too sweet :x

had NDP rehearsal yesterday.
went high with zarifah when the choir danced.
we danced and swayed alone.. in our sits.
pathetic eh?

ha, will be running in with
the rest of the performers
on the actual day. woohoo!
finale's the best part.

anyway, fiddled with wilson's
"gun" or godknowswhat.
danced with it as well.
lol. so cool.

i'm tired. let's all go to sleep.
sleep for 12hours a day
can slim you down. <>

Television is where you watch people in your living room
that you would not want near your house.

2007-07-30T06:14:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION!
April is now named Ang May Yoke.

lol. it all started during music class today.
"bobian" was askign what's my name.
told him "May". then he dont believe.
so i used reverse phsycology and said
"... no la. my name is april".
using a sarcastic tone.

so he was like, "ehh, name la!"
haha, i pissed him off la.
then i dont know why i suddenly say
"really.. im may. Ang May Yoke"

lol. whole class laughed shit out.
so mr lim was like..
"fine! ANG MAY YOKE, PLAY!"
ha, laugh like siao.
how to play the harmonica.
crazy man.

lol. until lesson end,
he asked me, what is your name?
still said anh may yoke.
then he say serious la.
i still say the same thing.
then he gave up.

ha, he'll be calling me that from now.
damn, what a weird name.

came up with an advertisement:
Ang May Yoke.
Owner of ANG KU KUEH FACTORY PTE LTD.
Red bean, Green bean, Peanut, Sesame.
Which do you prefer?
Tel: 999 and ask for Ang May Yoke.
Buy one get none free.

and shit, I used the community harmonica again.

A man who desires to get married should know either everything or nothing.

2007-07-29T01:56:00.000-07:00

today's just another boring day.
had tuition in the morning then
stone all the way till now.
3more days.
...just wait and see.

Teachers open the door, but you must enter by yourself.

2007-07-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

went to service phone today.
problem with software.
corrupted, that's what they say.

after that went home to sleep.
woke up at around 6plus,
went IKEA. bought some stuff.
reached home not long ago.

gonna off the com soon.
...a pretty boring day

Don't think about all the misery,
but of all the beauty that still remains.

2007-07-27T05:38:00.000-07:00

performed for school concert today.
was a really small one.
alvamar and oye como va.

some small incidents happened during our performance.
shan't elaborate much.
mdm chng's shit.
embarrass others until like that.
crap, came up to us and asked us to sit properly.
mind you, we're nice girls. we know how to sit.

anyway, performance wasn't that well.
can't really see ms ng for timing
'cos of some stupid stuff.

band photo taking today.
this year's was better than last.
we took within sections then whole.
clarinetist wanted to do s/t different.
but didnt. just wanted to spell out "clar"

ha, was funny.
end up shooting zarifah.
so we're like..
cant explain. just funny :D

normal crapping stuff with zarifah during band.
your pillow, my pillow.
crap, both pillows. ha.

yesterday: met, pass, up, down, in, out.

Small deeds done are better than great deeds planned.

2007-07-25T02:50:00.000-07:00

ha, funny day.
during physics ho came to our table
and asked why we not doing the experiment.
know what aly answered?
"cant reach" lol. i was like.. ha. nice answer.
the apparatus was like only 30cm diagonally away.
she stretch her hand and said that.

i was tired. so just show a sleepy face.
ho's reaction was "uh?! *springs out her head*"
we just look at her. then she asked why we cant stand up and take.
aly stretch out her hand again.
then, i purposely threw on of it over to her.

lol. ho was so pissed. we didnt care.
i just slept in-front of her.
her voice irritates everyone.
it's better to sleep then go study yourself.

during STARS,
faris accidentally spelled mrs diana's name as diandi or smth.
then, we started with this kisipubidili thingy with our names.

diandinali - Diana
gracefusinani - Grace
evangelinimashita - Evan
aprilinahapi - April
farisanilamadi - Faris
dingicongibipanali - Ding Cong
alysananimatini - Alyssa

last one...
famisilipusi. guess what it stands for.
ha.

going for dinner.

It is only with the heart that one can see rightly;
what is essential is invisible to the eye.

2007-07-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

well, saw joelle this morning.
wanted to just ignore and walk off.
but also dont know why we talked in the end.
she said that she wasn't the one who said
i took the phone.

celestine say dont bear grudges
among band members.
ha. joelle also dont me it wasn't her.
so ya. forgot about everything.
it isn't my problem anyway.

rehearsed for friday's art thingy.
playing oye como va and alvamar.
dont think it sounded nice.
so yeah ;[

my handphone's mad.
problem with software.
gonna upgrade.

gonna learn a few steps of dance. it seems fun ;]

Love is fruit always in season and within reach of every hand.

f-ing bitch

2007-07-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

you people are like too much.
we're here helping you and
you're there doing what?
thinking that we took your
f-ing phone on purpose?

please la uh.
i've got my own.
do not need yours.
actually we could have took it to sell.
but we ain't that bad peeps.

blame us for all i care.
we know we didnt do anything.
your phone wont cost much either.
thanks la uh, babe.
we dont give a damn.

my guy-friend told you i wont take.
only one who knows me better than you freaks.
let's see who's gonna care about your nonsense.

paragon dancing today.
girls were.. whoolala~
guys? ehh, more sporting la.
it's just a dance. be proud of it la.
be glad that you're chosen.
you have that talent.

two days long stomach ache.
...it's killing.

There are two rules for success:
1) Never tell everything you know

dropped an instrument

2007-07-21T03:24:00.000-07:00

damn! yesterday while falling out,
i accidentally kicked an euphonium.
the whole thing fell to the ground.
i froze. shit luh. feeling was like..
how?! i didnt do it on purpose.
im so sorry, suhaylah :(

at zi xiang's house now.
they watching hitcher.
damn sian. dont wanna watch.
300's nice. ha. third show now.
later maybe going out to eat.
if not oder pizza.

staying till around midnight.
baby's watching NDP.
what only, his aunt got ticket.
i dont have sia. shit leh.
ha. joking. watch on tv also can.
enjoy yourself dear.

nothing to say already.
maybe gonna join them
play tai-ti and watch show.

Even if you're on the right track,
you'll get run over if you just sit there.

table wrapping session?

2007-07-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

been wrapping tables for two days.
finally finished. 1 yesterday, 3 today.
doodled on the graffiti table.
what a nice idea we came out with.
one day, our school will turn into
a graffiti school. lol.

anyway, having science test tomorrow
and i still dont get a single thing of what
ho's teaching. damn her man!
dont want tuition also cant.
end of year confirm fail.
whatever luh.

today went crazy with click.
alyssa wasn't with us again.
stayed in school with the rest till 5plus.
then went home. evan's suffering.
poor her. ooh.. ;]

i AP your head want? ha! (:

Courage is the art of being the only one to know you're scared to death.

14-17 july.

2007-07-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

went for MUS Art concert on sunday with kwek.
wth, she didnt really get what she wanted.
people who know her will know.
right right kwek? ha.

but a simple msg can make her high like siao.
"...take care..." lol. it's good tho.
she dont emo can already.

today's lessons were all so boring.
only nice one, P.E.
the rest is physics, MT, english and history.
all almost fall asleep.
lee damn angry. then tan was like..
err, talking to the wall? lol.
no one's listening la.
teo.. hmm, ok la. cos need to copy stuff.
cant sleep. ho's the worst. i dont get a single thing.
reflection, refraction.. the hell?!

ha. anyway, kwek, wong and co
wants movie marathon at my house.
ey, sorry peeps. im unavailable.
elsewhere perhaps? i'll join in.

chocs from renee.
lol. so much leh. thanks babe.
heh! (:

i made a terrible mistake.
will you forgive me?
.. i wont hurt you again.
it was my fault.

you do not have AP.
nah, in fact, everyone has.
it's human nature.
depends on the situation.

it's ok.
i'll wait till we go back to our happy self first.
whatever happens, my **** will go as follow.

new haircut.

2007-07-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

band from 8 to 12.
played lady marmalade, oye como va
& cant take my eyes off you.
cleared lady and oye.
left with cant take.
haven't figure out.

after band went to LJS
will renee, evan and co.
after that met cousin go cut hair.
just a little shorter and bob top.

nothing much again.
MUS art tomorrow.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZARIFAH AND YVONNE! ;]

You're not obligated to win.
You're obligated to keep trying to do the best you can everyday.

two new words.

2007-07-13T07:05:00.000-07:00

merhaba; (hello in turkish)

today damn sian.
after school slack at the stupid
sculture beside science lab.
did crazy stuff with our reflections.
took some pictures.
(upload next time)

evan damn emo.
having pms.
she pms i also die la.
dont like people who emo.

she sit there dont want move.
RA2 kinda hungry.
so went to canteen to buy smth to makan.
had to buy smth portable cos evan's there alone.

bought stuffs, went back.
sat on top of the sculture thingy
then mr sam came.
darn it la! we sitting on top eating
then he took out a camera and take pics.
...the hell.

ah. spilled a little of my drink.
had to clean up.
cos of this, drop20 as we're late for band.
...cos you had a bad day.

band ended at around 6.30.
walked out with renee and co.
met zx and walked home together.

WONG ZI XIANG!
you make me "march"
again i whack you like siao sia.
want not?! uh uh uh?!
piak you then you know.
phbtt!

ANNOUNCING:
daddy is such a nice person.
say head pain then straightaway
help me massage.
your parents do love you.
treasure them.

The only real mistake is the one from which we learn nothing.

gule gule; (bye in turkish)
two new words learnt (:

reply to taggies.

2007-07-12T06:35:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo! taggers!
gag! whatever.
ha. crap la me.
too high today.

REPLY REPLY

merlissa: hah! dont worry. there are other classes which didnt participate. what i dont like is just that the class is like a broken mirror. so many parts. grr! ha.

steph: uh? tagboard? oh, it's so plain~ ha. thanks for linking tho. loves.

zarifah: you stalker! how the hell you manage to find my blog? oh, that's easy. what crap. hahahahehehehuhuhhuoohohoho. yeah, hate un-united(?) classes.

Faris: ha. thanks for commenting. your blog's nice too luh. relinked. be honoured that you're under my stupid fools, you fool! ha.

wensen: ha. who ask your cookies to be so tasty. whoo~

tyty.

horny day.

2007-07-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION!
April's a real horny one today.

well, i went around doing some stuff
with our two BBs. renee gave me the idea.
but i changed it from just a normal thing
to a real horny one.

real mad the whole day.
dont wanna type much today.
end off with some pictures
ren,apr,aly took today.
with an extra guy, seannnnnyyy-rrr.
well, that's if you can spot him ;]

we're sososo~ bored.

bang bang! i shot you, you &you down!

weirdo, retard, ghost or emo. you choose (:

weird la uh.

we're the foursome <3
welcome to our life.

bye~

you monster. oh nono.

2007-07-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

ha. school was like usual.
boring boring and boring.
slept during chinese class.
then lee said if we put our heads
on the table again, she'll take away
our chair. what the.

stayed back after school.
decided to drop modelling.
played tai-di with zx, renee and rj.
so weird la. renee emo like dont know what.
im used to it anyway. right renee? lol.
smile la. haiyo. always sad.

neway, watched inter-class frisbee.
quite alot of people i know played.
damn la.
my class like dont know what sai.
i only today then know got inter class.
no one even talked about it in class.
so friggin' irritating. grr!
it's not like as if i wanna join la.
but please la uh, this shows how
not united our class is can?
simple stuff also cant do it together.

met baby. he showed me some videos
showing how people fell off the mrt track and die.
there's 2. first one, i dont get it. then the second,
gosh la. see how the guy drop in. like siao can.
i quickly covered my eyes and ears. also not sure why.
ha. then baby say i scared. chey. that's my norm reaction.

ha. shan't elaborate more about it ;]
no homework today, i think.
can slack a little.
well, i think i slacked the whole day.

We are all travelers in the wilderness of this world, and
the best we can find in our travels in an honest friend.

tuba on a guy?

2007-07-10T05:27:00.000-07:00

ha. mr wong said that
last time when they went for concert
at england, he was conducting and then
this tuba player from his school band
( he was the student conductor )
fell off the platform hugging his tuba.

imagine that? he saved his tuba.
haha. we're told that he fell off because
he like to sit on two-legged chairs.
even during band. lol.

luckily he didnt suffer and severe injuries.
so embarrassing! imagine that happen to
our tuba players.

gillian, be careful (:

Our generation plants the tree;
another gets the shade.

sad then funny day.

2007-07-10T05:01:00.000-07:00

today started out kinda sad.
actually was waiting for baby
to msg me. but he didnt.
and i also dont really have time.
was almost late for school.

another reason was also because
i thought he's still angry and
will feel better if i leave him alone for awhile.

almost same case for evan as well.
johnny didnt msg her also.
then she also never. ha.

for the whole day,
the two of us were like...
he got msg already?
have have?

lol. funny la.
but guess what.
we had band today,
then before going in,
she said check phone before going.

cos, for those who dont know,
bomb shelter do not have reception.
so ya. checked. like so crazy la.
siao. ha.

then after band, we came out.
both quickly check phone.
all no msg. show sad face.
then suddenly, evan scream.
say she got msg. lol.

after she received,
i check mine, still dont have.
i was like.. ha. still hoping.
cos my reception bar haven't come out.

thenthenthen, mine vibrated.
lol. we like so mad. then she so happy.
cos yesterday she and johnny didnt really talk.
then just now he said he waiting for her.
she siao liao.

heh! im gonna make him sleep everyday.
it's good if you dont understand.
it's OUR thing. bleah.
oh, whatever. ;]

modelling on thursday..
think im dropping it.
so ya.

[evan, my hands are too precious to you.
cos they're the only crap in this world that can fix
your phone (or should i say, jer's) just by shaking abit. ]

im a cool girl to evan.
oh crap.

Love your past and Love your present.
Do not be ashamed of what you've got and
Do not be sad that you have it no longer.

ok, im just bored

2007-07-09T18:46:00.000-07:00

im sort of like in the school lab now.
ho isn't here today.
ha. lalalala.
boredom kills not.
ah. crapcrapcrap.
let go, G O go.
;]

baby's aleep

2007-07-07T02:07:00.000-07:00

didnt do much today.
had tuition at 11:30.
went market with maid after.

made baby angry last night.
darl, im really sorry.
will not do that again.

neway, was really bored today.
talked and stuff.
but all im thinking about is my precious.

"I'll remember you" by No Secrets
this song is nice.
but listening to it make me
miss him even more.
ahh! i miss you baby.

nothing much today.
baby was tired ytd.
lying beside him feels great.
with a nice hug,
nothing's better.
I love you honey.

To live an unselfish life,
one must count nothing as
one's own in the midst of abundance.

a pretty crazy day with alypeep. :D

2007-07-05T04:04:00.000-07:00

DnT lessons won't be boring
with aly as partner.
she's a screw man.
a screw in my head that
makes me go nuts.

ha. this was what we did.
we sort of like to make fun of
those people who
likes to act cute.

ha. so we followed those taiwanese shows.
use the hand signs 1 to 10 to act cute.
lol. then we keep saying, when thelawguy
turn around, we do a certain action.

ha. so, we waited for him to turn.
wait for quite long but he didnt.
then, when he finally did,
we just burst out laughing.
was really weird and we went crazy.
it was like.. damn! just really weird.

chinese classes is always a bore.
luckily lee go for some oral thingy today.
but we're left with compo to do.
it's a must so everyone do lo.

went to library, sat with lawguy and co.
were laughing throughout. ha.
then we're like copying and tikam
all the answers. ha.

overall, today was sort of a
laugh-it-out day. ha.
except that we all got really
sleepy during lit class.
not really cos of teacher,
but just that we're all tired.

evan's phone a bore. but i fixed it. creditscredits

Love comes to those who still hope, even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still love even though they've been hurt before.

snap snap!

2007-07-03T07:19:00.001-07:00

uploaded pics.
won't promises to keep changing.
ha. will try to. enjoy.

she's mabok. Lol

2007-07-03T06:29:00.000-07:00

ha. walked to school today
like some kind of drunkard.
was kinda giddy. so ya.
feels like a ... im not sure what.
but it's really weird and funny.

had band. okay, mr wong was
really upset. he said the band suck.
oh well, we have nothing to say
as we all know where we stand.

mr wong said he's planning to leave
our band. was kinda shocked when i heard that.
it's his choice though. another conductor?
ha. we'll see. then we'll have to adapt to new rules
from new conductor and stuff. crap.

enough of band. just finished doing STARS
introduction stuff. like so crap la. really dont
knot how is it gonna help our school when all
the students dont put enough effort into it.
eg, my group. all we do is talk crap during STARS.
sort of like a break for us. ha. cool ehh? lol.

back aching like siao now.
dont know what the hell happened.
anyway, fever's down. flu's almost gone.
throat.. hmm. almost.

damn! haven't do my art.
gotta paint. wth. maybe tell teacher
hand in on thurs. come back early tmr to do.
very lazy now =x

baby's got his exam today.
hope he did well.
good luck honey :D

"Only follow what your heart tells you."

bad day.

2007-07-01T18:05:00.000-07:00

damn! was so sick yesterday.
having fever (39.3), sore throat, headache
and flu. was in bed almost the whole day.
cold like no one's business.
but when touch my body, it's freaking hot
yet at the same time feeling so cold.
feeling was shit.

anyway, maid was on off.
daddy came back at only
2pm.
bro was supposed to go
buy me lunch from WS
but he was lazy.
instead, he cooked porridge
with mushroom and ham
for me. shiok arh!
he cook damn well la.

maid called at around 5.30,
asked to go white sands meet her.
went to the clinic.
stupid la. they went out for dinner
and didn't put any notice.
so many patients waiting outside.
people like me cold like siao
still don't wanna come back.
burnt your clinic down arh.
crap!

ah shit.
gotta off and go rest again.
sleeping whole already sia.
hack. back again tmr.
hope so.

New blog.

2007-06-24T07:49:00.000-07:00

created a new blog. those who were requesting to see,
you've got it. but this busy April here can't promise to post everyday.
post again tomorrow. just finish MRL stuff. damn those!

went Vivo with mummy. update about that tomorrow as well.
hah! school tomorrow. new beginning? we'll see (:

editing blog soon. it's a mess.